First Things:
DAVID in all caps looks like an upside down word.
My inner clock is messed up. I feel like a really long time ago.
I like watching things blow up.
The other day I was talking to a guy who said he was smart, but then qualified it by saying he read some article that said smart people are less happy than dumb people. I could just tell the whole time he was trying to compliment me to cover for letting the cat out of the bag that he is some kind of genius. I thought that was kind of a weird thing for him to even bring up. Because I don't care that you're depressed, you just called me dumb to my face.
I am not posting as much since I have no home computer. OK, I sort of have one, it's broken though, so I have to shine a flashlight on the screen to see anything, and then just barely, and it's hard to find the cursor or watch videos. It works for the basic things, but it's pretty humiliating. Being this kind of poor is weird? But I guess it will give me character and shiny hair and make boys like me.
I have to buy a computer though because I have got something on my burners. A SOUP OF CREATIVENESS. ON MY BURNERS.
I am currently at work at it's the worst. For some reason Jeopardy is the hardest thing I've ever written. Though it's possible my editor just bites.
I finished this survey at 9! and he is still taking his sweet time giving me edits! IT'S 2AM.
Last thing: Writing trivia questions about a trivia show is the definition of something so stupid I don't even know.
I'm gonna chase that feeling.
14 May 2010
05 May 2010
Dear Future self,
I hope this finds you well.
I have more hopes.
I hope, by the time you get this, you'll have cleaned up the bedroom and paid those bills you've been putting off. I hope you've been ok to just eat and not be a crazy person. I hope you've been more normal in certain ways and less normal in others.
And the laughing thing, I hope you live there like I do.
I hope you are doing something in exchange for money that makes you happy and feel fulfilled. I hope you are doing things for other people who need help, and that you can speak French and Spanish.
I hope you are going places that you want to go to, like Norway and Alaska and The Cloisters.
I hope you are spending time with people who are cool and support you and love you and who are totally into you loving them back, whole hog.
I hope cats are still cute in your time! Because, jeez!
I hope your body is cool and moves nicely and that you are ok with it.
I hope those things I am worried about turn out to not be a big deal in your time.
Things are ok here, I just hope things get even better by the time you happen.
ok, anyway. If you ever find a a mode of transport to come visit the past, let me know. We could make toms of money. Otherwise, I'll see ya when I see ya.
love,
past self
I hope this finds you well.
I have more hopes.
I hope, by the time you get this, you'll have cleaned up the bedroom and paid those bills you've been putting off. I hope you've been ok to just eat and not be a crazy person. I hope you've been more normal in certain ways and less normal in others.
And the laughing thing, I hope you live there like I do.
I hope you are doing something in exchange for money that makes you happy and feel fulfilled. I hope you are doing things for other people who need help, and that you can speak French and Spanish.
I hope you are going places that you want to go to, like Norway and Alaska and The Cloisters.
I hope you are spending time with people who are cool and support you and love you and who are totally into you loving them back, whole hog.
I hope cats are still cute in your time! Because, jeez!
I hope your body is cool and moves nicely and that you are ok with it.
I hope those things I am worried about turn out to not be a big deal in your time.
Things are ok here, I just hope things get even better by the time you happen.
ok, anyway. If you ever find a a mode of transport to come visit the past, let me know. We could make toms of money. Otherwise, I'll see ya when I see ya.
love,
past self
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