Whale Rider? Yes.
The BF and I are planning out first real weekend away. Nice. As long as I get a room with a jacuzzi we don't have to do anything else. I am avoiding staying at a b and b. Most of them look like they're just a spare room in someone's house, which is pretty much how I'm living now except I have my own bathroom. Nope. We like anonimity.
31 July 2003
29 July 2003
On August 26th and 27th Mars is going to scoot past the earth and miss us by a mere 35 million miles. It is going to be bright as hell. I wonder if we'll be able to see it's moons. huh. probably not.
So between that and the Lord of the Rings dvd and Mr. Show season three coming out, AND my birthday? The month of August is a pretty sweet fruit.
So between that and the Lord of the Rings dvd and Mr. Show season three coming out, AND my birthday? The month of August is a pretty sweet fruit.
28 July 2003
I have had three conversations that have centered around or have at least involved the word "sippycup". yeah.
okay, so I love E! for one reason:
in every promo I've seen for the "101 most shocking moments that have already been discussed to death" they always show Anne Heche saying simply "Ah-ha . .wa-wa-wa!"
love it.
okay, so I love E! for one reason:
in every promo I've seen for the "101 most shocking moments that have already been discussed to death" they always show Anne Heche saying simply "Ah-ha . .wa-wa-wa!"
love it.
23 July 2003
22 July 2003
POtC was a fun little movie. The funnest part was seeing gareth and the guy from coupling in a regular movie. Hee.
So this is the plan tonight:
Go home, eat something. Crawl into bed by 6pm. Sleep until approximately 10:30, wake up, eat a lime popsicle, go back to sleep until 8:10 tomorrow morning. Repeat until no longer whiny about sleep deprivation.
So this is the plan tonight:
Go home, eat something. Crawl into bed by 6pm. Sleep until approximately 10:30, wake up, eat a lime popsicle, go back to sleep until 8:10 tomorrow morning. Repeat until no longer whiny about sleep deprivation.
21 July 2003
My brother gets to go.
::pout::
Also: I worry too much and think the world revolves around me.
But . . doesn't it?
::pout::
Also: I worry too much and think the world revolves around me.
But . . doesn't it?
I now owe a copy of my screenplay to about seven people, and I've lost it. I finally remembered to look for it to bring it to work to make some copies (after a temporary "it-sucks-too-much-to-show-another-human-being" freakout) and it's not in any of the places I thought it would be. It's not officially missing, but I am going to have to do some heavy cleaning to find it. eep. I could print it out, but printing it is a chafe. and I have sensitive skin.
Wow. People hate me.
Wow. People hate me.
I miss my friends. Two girls I used to be so tight with have completely stopped talking to me. I'm not sure what I did but I'm sure I did or said something. I hate this feeling. This is so high school. I love them, but if this is how it is I'm going to have to move on. I can't sit around apologizing into the ether for something undefined.
But here I go again, making it all about me. I mean, it really seemed like she was avoiding me last night, but she could have just been tired. I don't care. I'm depressed now.
I really miss them both.
And now that I think about it, a friend of the bf who is friend's with them is avoiding me now, too. At least, when I'm around he doesn't ask todd for a ride home. We used to drive him home and hang out with him on a daily basis.
Whatever, this sucks. This is boring. And it's probably all in my imagination.
By the way, people are all about the tiny model houses. Seriously. The banks are always calling here for the tiny model houses for display in their home equity loan departments. Just so you know what one looks like before you get a loan to buy one. Too bad we don't really have any to give away. I should start making tiny model houses. There is a market for it.
But here I go again, making it all about me. I mean, it really seemed like she was avoiding me last night, but she could have just been tired. I don't care. I'm depressed now.
I really miss them both.
And now that I think about it, a friend of the bf who is friend's with them is avoiding me now, too. At least, when I'm around he doesn't ask todd for a ride home. We used to drive him home and hang out with him on a daily basis.
Whatever, this sucks. This is boring. And it's probably all in my imagination.
By the way, people are all about the tiny model houses. Seriously. The banks are always calling here for the tiny model houses for display in their home equity loan departments. Just so you know what one looks like before you get a loan to buy one. Too bad we don't really have any to give away. I should start making tiny model houses. There is a market for it.
20 July 2003
I dreamt I was in heavy flirtation with Luke Wilson and Edward Norton. Hm. Now I have crushes on them both. Double-hm.
I know I am on this quest to become less self centered, but this is way a lot of conversations are going:
"So, how are rehearsals?"
"Oh, a lot better, I'm kind of tired but-"
"no, for your boyfriend's play, what was it again?"
and
"Is opening night a good time to go?"
"What? Sure, yeah! I mean, it's tonight, but-"
"No, for Todd's show, next thursday."
Oh yes. of course, why on EARTH would I be thinking about my OWN play?
It's all good.
Keeps me grounded and whatever whatever and he deserves the adulation and also whatever.
I know I am on this quest to become less self centered, but this is way a lot of conversations are going:
"So, how are rehearsals?"
"Oh, a lot better, I'm kind of tired but-"
"no, for your boyfriend's play, what was it again?"
and
"Is opening night a good time to go?"
"What? Sure, yeah! I mean, it's tonight, but-"
"No, for Todd's show, next thursday."
Oh yes. of course, why on EARTH would I be thinking about my OWN play?
It's all good.
Keeps me grounded and whatever whatever and he deserves the adulation and also whatever.
18 July 2003
17 July 2003
'cause she knows that
it'd be tragic
if those evil robots win . . .
So I either have that stuck in my head or "car wash" or that one reo speedwagon song where they talk about bringing the ship in to the shore and throwing away the oar. Forever. These are the options.
What a life. Last night I had the night off of rehearsal, so I washed my costume (catholic school uniform, but genuine, not skanky) and defrosted the fridge! Golly! Because we're getting a new one! Woowoo. Then I watched the first half of The Fellowship of the Ring for the 17th time and went to bed. It's a good thing I quit drinking. During the week. Mostly.
It will be nice to have a fridge that doesn't rain on the inside.
it'd be tragic
if those evil robots win . . .
So I either have that stuck in my head or "car wash" or that one reo speedwagon song where they talk about bringing the ship in to the shore and throwing away the oar. Forever. These are the options.
What a life. Last night I had the night off of rehearsal, so I washed my costume (catholic school uniform, but genuine, not skanky) and defrosted the fridge! Golly! Because we're getting a new one! Woowoo. Then I watched the first half of The Fellowship of the Ring for the 17th time and went to bed. It's a good thing I quit drinking. During the week. Mostly.
It will be nice to have a fridge that doesn't rain on the inside.
16 July 2003
"Back to the Loch with you, Nessie!"
I really don't want to become self-centered, but I think it's far too late. Ah well.
I feel like I should be making more of this sexy template by talking about things that are, how you say? Ah yes, "The Sexy".
Such presh-a.
I really don't want to become self-centered, but I think it's far too late. Ah well.
I feel like I should be making more of this sexy template by talking about things that are, how you say? Ah yes, "The Sexy".
Such presh-a.
I finally got to see my mom. She looks like Robert Diniro in Raging Bull. Poor mommy. Hasn't she been through enough?
Um so yeah. Our show opens on friday. I have no life. I am sick of theatre. It's a life stealer. It's so aggravating sometimes and sometimes you get a real sense of how pointless it all is. If I had dumped eight years into a real career I would be rolling in it by now. I mean, I know why I do this, I know why I've done this, but I do on occasion feel like I've cheated myself out of something more worthwhile. I hate this feeling. I hate when I suddenly stop making sense to myself.
*Edited to add- I don't blame the show I'm in for this change of heart. I think it's a good show and I'm proud of the work I'm doing.
phew.
Um so yeah. Our show opens on friday. I have no life. I am sick of theatre. It's a life stealer. It's so aggravating sometimes and sometimes you get a real sense of how pointless it all is. If I had dumped eight years into a real career I would be rolling in it by now. I mean, I know why I do this, I know why I've done this, but I do on occasion feel like I've cheated myself out of something more worthwhile. I hate this feeling. I hate when I suddenly stop making sense to myself.
*Edited to add- I don't blame the show I'm in for this change of heart. I think it's a good show and I'm proud of the work I'm doing.
phew.
15 July 2003
11 July 2003
I can't get enough of ground force. It's such a perfect, relaxing, inoffensive little show. I have gotten to the point of taping it everyday and making little marathons for myself. and now I say things like: "water pavement" "skit" and "builder's rubbish", but only in my mind.
Yoshimi battles the pink robots is my new favorite album. You can listen to it on the website. I can listen to it in the car.
My mom slipped yesterday and got a huge hematoma on her itty bitty noggin. Poor mommy. She got a ct scan and everything checked out.
When I was three she cut her hand on a knife in the dishwasher and it bled so much my dad had her sit down. Just the act of bringing a chair from the table to the middle of the kitchen for her to sit in it freaked me out. It was the most serious injury I had witnessed in all my three years. I cried for her so hard. I cried like it was the end of the world.
I crave caramel.
Yoshimi battles the pink robots is my new favorite album. You can listen to it on the website. I can listen to it in the car.
My mom slipped yesterday and got a huge hematoma on her itty bitty noggin. Poor mommy. She got a ct scan and everything checked out.
When I was three she cut her hand on a knife in the dishwasher and it bled so much my dad had her sit down. Just the act of bringing a chair from the table to the middle of the kitchen for her to sit in it freaked me out. It was the most serious injury I had witnessed in all my three years. I cried for her so hard. I cried like it was the end of the world.
I crave caramel.
09 July 2003
God I'm busy.
This sucks. I want to retire. I want another vacation.
I've come to the conclusion that the place we're rehearsing is so small my body doesn't fit in it. I've tried to fit in the room and I can't. Even when I'm not on stage I'm still on stage. When I'm not in a scene I have to leave the apartment.
I like this play but I wish I wasn't in it. Or I wish I could focus and concentrate and find a way to be comfortable for the four hours a night we have to rehearse.
Ok, now I'm just bitching.
I am tired. I feel old. I turn an age when I have to start lying about my age next month. I'm getting too old for certain things.
What's the deal with the "related seaches" above? is that a hack? because it sucks.
This sucks. I want to retire. I want another vacation.
I've come to the conclusion that the place we're rehearsing is so small my body doesn't fit in it. I've tried to fit in the room and I can't. Even when I'm not on stage I'm still on stage. When I'm not in a scene I have to leave the apartment.
I like this play but I wish I wasn't in it. Or I wish I could focus and concentrate and find a way to be comfortable for the four hours a night we have to rehearse.
Ok, now I'm just bitching.
I am tired. I feel old. I turn an age when I have to start lying about my age next month. I'm getting too old for certain things.
What's the deal with the "related seaches" above? is that a hack? because it sucks.
08 July 2003
I'm tired and greasy. I am in far better spirits lately, which I attribute to gallons of coffee and some serious AC.
One of our leads dropped out, and the other one didn't show up to rehearsal yesterday and may not today. uh. I would hate it if we had to just chuck the whole thing. I mean, I would like my nights off to do my laundry and such, but not that much. and I probably wouldn't even do my laundry.
I need a new desktop image.
suggest.
One of our leads dropped out, and the other one didn't show up to rehearsal yesterday and may not today. uh. I would hate it if we had to just chuck the whole thing. I mean, I would like my nights off to do my laundry and such, but not that much. and I probably wouldn't even do my laundry.
I need a new desktop image.
suggest.
07 July 2003
You little funnyhead.
I have had a really eventful weekend but I don't feel like writing it all out.
I had an audition yesterday that ended at 2, and I had to rehearse at 4, so I dropped by the Market Arcade and caught the first hour and twenty minutes of T3. Not a bad movie at all. Very "USA Up All Night", but in a good way. I'd like to see how it ends someday.
I then walked to my rehearsal which was the dumbest thing I've done in days. I love walking, but a 45 minute walk in extreme humidity isn't the best way to get yourself prepared for your craft. When I finally got there I was sweating and heaving like an idiot. I was so dizzy I knocked over a table. I'm pretty sure everyone thought I was drunk. I'm pretty sure I broke something.
One of the perks of acting is you get to have conversations like:
"ok, wait, is this chair here?"
"no, that chair isn't there."
"is this one?"
"yes, that chair is there but it's not a chair, it's a table with a phone on it."
I hope I don't get cast in the show I read for.
I hope I can be home relatiively early tonight. I feel like daydreaming and laundry.
My feet are terminally sweaty. It is gross.
I can't get "Car Wash" out of my head.
I can't stop watching Ground Force.
I can't get over the fact that I can't get over the fact that the delivery guy left me the saffron copy instead of the marigold. It's just a receipt, dammit. I'm going to put it at the top of my "to do" pile and stare at it.
I have had a really eventful weekend but I don't feel like writing it all out.
I had an audition yesterday that ended at 2, and I had to rehearse at 4, so I dropped by the Market Arcade and caught the first hour and twenty minutes of T3. Not a bad movie at all. Very "USA Up All Night", but in a good way. I'd like to see how it ends someday.
I then walked to my rehearsal which was the dumbest thing I've done in days. I love walking, but a 45 minute walk in extreme humidity isn't the best way to get yourself prepared for your craft. When I finally got there I was sweating and heaving like an idiot. I was so dizzy I knocked over a table. I'm pretty sure everyone thought I was drunk. I'm pretty sure I broke something.
One of the perks of acting is you get to have conversations like:
"ok, wait, is this chair here?"
"no, that chair isn't there."
"is this one?"
"yes, that chair is there but it's not a chair, it's a table with a phone on it."
I hope I don't get cast in the show I read for.
I hope I can be home relatiively early tonight. I feel like daydreaming and laundry.
My feet are terminally sweaty. It is gross.
I can't get "Car Wash" out of my head.
I can't stop watching Ground Force.
I can't get over the fact that I can't get over the fact that the delivery guy left me the saffron copy instead of the marigold. It's just a receipt, dammit. I'm going to put it at the top of my "to do" pile and stare at it.
03 July 2003
so, a vacation from work=vacation from internet.
whee. It's also a vacation from exercise, which is a bad thing. I feel pretty shitty when I'm not working out regularly. I get headachy and sleepy and I can't think fast enough to keep up with conversations. I get depressed. Crazy.
I saw 28 days later. Go. Now. Is very good.
I saw Legally Blonde 2 as well. You know what? I saw it on purpose. and I liked it. So there.
Hey, next time you're in Buffalo, go to Off the Wall on Elmwood near West Utica. It is your new favorite hangout. The owner is cute and chatty. The furniture is for sale. The wine is magnifique.
whee. It's also a vacation from exercise, which is a bad thing. I feel pretty shitty when I'm not working out regularly. I get headachy and sleepy and I can't think fast enough to keep up with conversations. I get depressed. Crazy.
I saw 28 days later. Go. Now. Is very good.
I saw Legally Blonde 2 as well. You know what? I saw it on purpose. and I liked it. So there.
Hey, next time you're in Buffalo, go to Off the Wall on Elmwood near West Utica. It is your new favorite hangout. The owner is cute and chatty. The furniture is for sale. The wine is magnifique.
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